a few days ago I was sitting in my bed crying because I had a fight with an old big friend of mine and we agreed we shouldn’t be friends any more.

I asked myself why was I crying, and started answering. I found out that I didn’t know. Even though that friend was special a long time ago, now we agree we’re not that much important to each other. it’s not like I really want to be his best friend anymore, so why crying? only because it’s over? eventually, it would always be. yeah, it’s always a friend, but it made me feel better thinking that life just goes on and I couldn’t be stuck in memories.

just by asking myself “why am I doing this?”